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Sunday, November 8, 2009,10:30 PM
idk how many times have i blogged today.
i feel lousy.
i think im a slut, i just placed myself in the most akward situation.
i just came between two person whom are like the blessed beyond blessed.
i think i should just kill myself.
im like a friend with benefit.
im a self-centered idiot and bitch that just cant live life normally.
fuck the whole world seriously.
im not smart, neither im pretty, and im far from the word nice.
im nth just like the normal typical shyt on the street, just that ive the suckiest attitude.
who am i to even be in that fucking position?
damn it.
i used to have a best friend.
a extremely funny person that can come up with the weirdest idea that make me laugh like hell.
she think shes not pretty, cant study well..
however, to me, i think shes awesome.
she make videos that are so great, it captures everyones attention.
she have the nicest faceshape and the nicest legs that ppl kill for.
she thinks she cant score well, but shes extremely good in science.
im always the one, that overlook all these details, and yeah.
i fucking screwed a friendship up.
i missed her hugs, and she msging me seelee seelee seelee~~~
maybe you guys dont know?
but shes the one who came up with seelee.
shes the one who called me through a fax machine cos we made up whalao club and randomly gave us a bbm name.
that name, that very random name was the one that made the everyone proud of us..
we can walk anywhere and tell ppl, HEY LOOK AT US, WE'RE THE BBMS.
idk, recently i almost forgot about these details.
im so busy trying to hide.
im so busy trying to avoid.
i just seemed to not take notice of such slight moments.
where, i just loved you?