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love/love/love

i always thought that missing was only for kids.
why are adults going missing too?!?!

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hey! Gosh!
hey! Gosh!

i really really h8 laksa.
bleh. its a really weird thing..
i want soo many songs in my ipod.
:(:(:(
nevermind, im going to wait till exams are over.
tooo busy:(:(, teachers' day on monday.
school holiday on tuesday.
how boring can life get?
Its soo deefeecurd to communitcate with people nowadays.
Im pissed with my mum, she always thinks that shes the best, and no fault will ever be hers.
like omfg, she ruined soo many things in my life.
seriously, sometimes i really h8 her.
thanks mum, youre such a 'great' help to me.
i dont believe by scoring better grades, parents will eventually give you their trust.
bullshyt, i did my best for this term and results shows, but yet?
im so fucking disappointed, after soo many incidents she have yet to know that we have major problems in communicating.
like omfg _l_
because of such a person, i have to gave up soo many things that i really treasure in the past.
I want them back, and i really miss them :(:(
HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
its over!
*claps*
guzheng later.
awhile more and i have to leave D:
everyone is addicted to fatal seductions.
yeah, its awesome.
aww, i love i dont care by Ne-yo

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omfg wtfttmstfumofoknnbccb
wtf stop it!
>:/
can people stop asking me whats going on between me and that ff?
and stop saying stuffs like:
~___ says you always take her for granted by giving her bad attitude and not to ___.. (HILARIOUS TTM)
~why dont you treat her better?
(UHM, I HAVENT BEEN PMSING HER, UNLESS SHE THINKS THAT IAM?)
~you all are not supposed to be like that..
(I KNOW, EVERYBODY KNOWS THAT, I DONT WANT TO SEE US LIKE THAT, WHAT CAN WE DO, WHY DONT YOU FUCKING TEACH ME HOW?)
~why you and her became like that??
(ISNT THAT THAT SAME AS WHAT YOU ASKED EARLIER ON? COMEON YOU CAN JUST STFU AND GIVE ME A SOLUTION IF YOURE THAT GOOD IN THIS, YOUR LIFE IS EQUALLY SCREWED PLEASE-.-)

Like omfg,
the next fucking ccb that mention ANYTHING about me taking her for granted..
IM GOING TO PLUCK OUT YOUR BALLS AND HANGING IT ON A COCONUT TREE.
>:/
dont push it, i'll really pluck them off>:/

Omg, I feel horrible.
why dont you ask her instead?
its really not my problem, not yours too but you just loveeeee to keep bugging me about it.
seriously, it wasnt my fault that we're like that.
I tried to believe her, Lol.
omf sili ah.
ESTHER I WONT TALK TO HER EVER AGAIN UNLESS I WANT TO BE A TORTOISE.
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uhm, guzheng was great.
chinese oral tmr, im like the last few.
omfg, good luck andrea, we will practise tmr yeah?
oh oh, IM SO SORRY FIONA, I DONT MEAN TO HIT YOU WITH THAT VOLLEY BALL.
im so sorry love.
get well soon, rmb to apply oilment after 24 hrs:)
:(:(
okay, going to eat dinner.
I really h8 all that fucking nonsense.
nights:/
Lols, todays awesome.
its really great to have your best flen back yeah?
I love you jas:) muacks.
ahh~
lol, what a way to start a post.
aiyo, i need to complete auntie's zuo wen>:/
very boring.. very very boring.
i feel so damn bloody clean, i cleaned my whole entire room because my dad decided to fix the white lights for me.
so im coming back to my own room to sleep::D.
ahh~ the room is soo much brighter with white lights.:):):)
i wonder whats for dinner.
My dad bought 2.5kg of tenderloin beef filet, so i think im having steak:D:D:D
my dad is a really awesome cook yeah?
alright, im going to bathe. yadda yadda.
i love sundays, aww..
im serious about my whitening plan okay.
dont laugh.
tuition was fine.
yup, perfectly fine and i love it cause esther is damn hilarious:D:D:D:D
argh, im back home! bought the famous prawn mee from idk where near CHIJ Katong i think..
Lols, now that im back home im going to plan for things that may or will happen later in the day.
1. sleep (lols, i had only 3 hrs of sleep yesterday, its a must do thing)
2.if shelley, auntie and i are going out for dinner then yeah, but shes not replying me and i doubt its going to happen, but it will be awesome if we have dinner tgt:D
3.go city hall with my parents (i want to go there later.. i think?)
4.go bugis for MUJI items. (uhm..)
5.go plaza sing to buy stuffs. (maybe?)
6.shall not go out, stay at home and study (impossible.)
7.play sims 3.(yeah, soo relaxing, i like i like^^)

zomg, i cant be bothered, must wait for shelley chan's answer.
im just going to eat prawn meeeee naw:D:D:D:D:D:D
eyb:>
im feeling wickedly wicked.
hahaha, im sry, i give up on physics.
just too much for me to handle during this freezing freeeeezzingggg night.
I wanna just dig a hole and hide :o
I had like rashes today.. i think im allergic to the whitening cream, or maybe too much shaving and waxing and plucking LOL, or maybe the stupid table is just dirty.
lmao, damn itchy>:/
LOL, went to apply jam bat? cream, and shelley went to pour this stinky white cream on my hand thats supposed to stop itchiness but it didnt even work.. smelled like paint, rofl.
played monopoly after school, Lols, sorry, im soo loooosssyyy, yeah, phail:<
cca was alright, i think its okay but instructor was very scary.........................
oh well, typical friday night, tuition then home..
I wish life was more interesting.
i was so close to getting my own life screwed up in the afternoon.
im so bloody careless i cant even believe myself.
wtf sili?!
im fucking scared now.
maybe its a hint for me to stop..
old habits die hard

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gooo seee seee shelleys new no stink no stink video.
its my fav one.
LOL, she have potential in such video takings!
aww, shelley got talent:)
Lol, i just used the whitening mask.
Lols, i feel whiter?
LOL, shelley says it takes time, oh well..
I want to be bai>:/
aww, today was the making of i/c
Lols, i went around collecting ppl's photos.
aww, everyone soo cute eh:D:D:D:D
i like i like.
hahaha, omg im going to apply whitening lotion.
eeeyer, theres pe lessons tmr, im so going to avoid the sun as much as possible.
i hope everything will be fine tmr *cross fingers*
:(
Lol.
I dont want to have tanned skin no more.
now i want to be fair fair uh:):):)
Lol. sili arh, soo fickle minded>:/
got some whitening products today.
whitening masks, whitening cream, advance whitening lotion.
Lol, im so in love with vampires? mainly because of their skin tone and nth else.
i should tell my dad to buy the new NIVEA whitening shower cream or smth.
since i have the extra whitening lotion, i should just get it right?
results will be better.
LOL
aww, the best way to waste time during classes is to pluck off excessive leg hair.
LOLOLOL.
andrea gen and i were soo obsessed with all the plucking.
i bet mdm ho thinks that im weird to do that during her class.
Lols, its hilarious!
Lols. yeah, no hair on legs will be great.
wax,shave,pluck.
lolololololol
:):):)
hope veet works?
my personal goal: be ultra-duper fair
LOL.
save me, im going mad again.
lurbe you peepul, im going to bathe and get my hands on the new whitening products:D
i know its bad having multiple posts each day, but its alright right?
blogging is quite unhealthy, its equal to talking to yourself..
hmm, I went to take photo for my ic.
eyyer, im so unprepared, omf, damn ugly.
lol, i was complaining to my dad about it, he was quite pissed at first,
but in the end he started to imitate my whinings to cheer me up.
LOL, damn funneh. i just lurbeeee my dad:D
sometimes its really good to have him around, but i think hes one of the reason of my sef-centered nature.
im most satisfied and happy with everything now.
please dont change it lord, please dont change it..
Haaaaa-looooooo.
Lol. ahh, today's lessons are very very very long and extremely unbearable.
especially. mathematics .
after a short meeting with mr ng regarding lit, I had to finish up my lian bi.
started to get very irritated by all the words and stupid way of writing 报章读后感.. and as expected i scribbled my way through the end of page 4 and 5.
sorry gen for ps-ing the very last min, i'll trrrrryyyyyy my best to make it up to you tmr.

LOL, i almost forgot.
*** fatal seductions. ***
If i can remember clearly, i was screaming soo horny after geography lesson. LOL
and mr teo says wtf in ss lessons, he is damn funneh, but im sorry, he sucks. :/
kaykayz, gtg and enjoy life by drinking ilt.
bb peepulz. peepulz bb:0
38 days to end of year.
37 days to julia tan's bday.
how exciting right? yeps:/
todays a long day, i really h8 going to school, waking up soo early....:(
ahhh, Omg damn happy after tuition, aww, so cute right esther? im refering to lala.
:):):)
hmm, let me see, My bangs is back.. again.
Lols, idk whats my problem, im supposed to wait for it to grow.
But nebermind luhs, cos its pretty fine naw.
zomg, someone please tell my papa i h8 chicken rice.
:(:( why so sad uh???????
Lets try to be happyz kayz?
woooooo lalalalalala!!!
its over yeah? all the pain..
finally tmr is sat.
awwwww!
theres still physics tmr, unfair.
all the papers were fine for me..
except for afew and im not going to think and talk about it.
i cant wait for the songs that im going to have, gonna look for the geeeeenius.

hmm, sometimes i really wonder, what do i want from you?
why do we have soo many unsolved problems and our friendship became this sour?
is it because we have some hatred in our hearts that fucking caused soo many unhappiness?
or is it me that took you for granted?
im trying my best not to step on your toes, im trying my best to keep things normal.
why cant it be the way its supposed to be?
my bad.
mother fucker
anymore nonsensezxzxz?
Tell you something, im fucking sick n tired of you.
why dont you just stay away?
im feeling damn evil now.
LOL, im prepared to fail ss.
lit was relatively easy?
i hope i dont answer wrongly, screwed ttm if i did.
Oh, i keep having stupid dreams alright?
so annoying!
Ystd's dream was like wtf..
You wont want to know what it is.. everything was about :(:(:(..
_l_, yeah im hopeless
cant wait for sat, sat cant wait for meeeeeeeeeeeee <3
tmr is geog and maths! aye, you can do it sili!
gen, we can pass geog kaykaykay?!?!?!
I'll pray hard hard hard for maths.
0__0
Good luck peepals.
2 DOWN, 6 MORE TO GO.
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
Someone, anyone, please just come and help me with studying.
0___0, its not even something that im good at doing.
I cant concentrate AT ALL.
lets just see how screwed i'm..
i havent start abit on ss, and idk how to answer SBQs.
and tmr ss and lit.
ive got less than 6hrs and yeah yeah..
im so distracted by almost every single thing.
im not even supposed to watch tv, sadly i 明知故犯 and spent the whole afternoon watching
-alvin and the chipmunks, enchanted and one missed call o__o
omf, im a crazy mother parker
what am i supposed to do with lit?
idc, im just going to read and just live with what i have.
i have no time, yes, no time :(:(:(
im sorry dad, i know you are soo worried for me too, and you're going to cook tonight just for me.
gosh..
hay 0__0
Im so tired now, i just wannnnaaaaa sleep and forget all about the test tmr.:/:/:/
lmao, no way!
shuddap seelee, too much too much.
it feels soo good having tuition at 8am (Y)
maths=ew.
i really h8 geog, i dont want to do all the memorizing its too much too much.
i dont really sleep very well these few days, according to my dad, i say weird stuffs when im asleep.
i wonder what i say, i should make a recording before i sleep.
fark, i wasted 7mins on blogger.
rofl, kudos to studyin', you know seelee cant make it.
oh shuddap, at least i will try...
:D:D
mhm, i spent my day on movies.<3<3<3
i h8 myself, always acting brave.>:/
i actually watched shutter all alone.
oh gosh, the ending is just wtf, the ghost is forever staying with him, clinging on to his back :/
how sad can life get if one can actually seeeee ghost?
nah, its such a im-soo-freaked-out-by-imaginary-things movie.
i got quite bored of that disgusting japanese girl in the middle, and i started laughing cos its just hilarious.
omg, im mad.
i watched the chronicles of narnia- prince caspian.. yeah yeah
its soo fantasy, makes people happy, esp with skandar keynes around.
(Y)
uhm, and hair spray, *lmao i can hear the bells*
ahhh, i (L) the wonderful movie channels~
excellent. i love sundays <3
Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

GEN'S VIEW : yeah you're egoistic. INTELLIGENT HONEST AND SWEET. YEAH RIGHT

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

GEN'S VIEW: YES YOU WANT TO MARRY ______. OPEN MINDED!

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

GEN'S VIEW: QUITE TRUE

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

GEN'S VIEW: LOL LOL LOL. U HAVE NO COMMON SENSE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

GEN'S VIEW: GOOD JOB

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

GEN'S VIEW: HOTEL MANAGER?

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

GEN'S VIEW: YUPYUPYUPYUPYUP HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

GEN'S VIEW: YOU ARE SO NOT INDEPENDANT YOU STUPID RELYING ON PEOPLE SILLLY

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

GEN'S VIEW: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
CONFIDENT 100%
UNPREDICTABLE 3423478238947289347982342%
MOODS CHANGING AS QUICKLY AS AN OCEAN
^^^^
134890384029384098609685456809586094857940586904586094586904%
YOU ARE MOODSWINGER DLFJAWE;ILFJ;AWELIJF;IALEWJF;WLIAEFJ;LAIWEJFIL;WAEJF

this is damn nice right?
Its a Rolleiflex medium format camera
Its freaking cute uh.

thats my brother's new baby
it looks something like that, haha
its only the size of your palm(L)
aww.

Oh, went to the new UNI QLO outlet at ion today.
it was packed with people 0__0
its soo messy, cant find anything, im like being push and pull by the crowd there.
I didnt really study much today. Boo.
I really need gen's help tmr, like realllllyyyyyy hu xiang bang mang, Im damn screwed laaaa.
Im going to study lit naw.
bai :}
which is the best place for sili to read and revise?
1. hall
2. bedroom
3. toilet

I think its 3.
like seriously, I finished reading TKAM in the toilet.
:'/
okay, whatever, I so tired kay.
tuition tmr, see how I come up with more physics questions.
aha.
I think my lit teacher is very helpful, at least unlike the previous ones, they didnt even bother.
yadda, I h8 my life ttm, next week faster end.
I didnt know I prefer sleeping in my mum's room, and ystd I had the weirdest dream.
I cant rmb the whole thing just many parts of it,----about a supermarket, my house, my dad, this auntie, katong, a bag pack which is fucking freaky, esther's ipod, mars, shawn lol, shelley and gen, my guzheng instructor 0__0, alot of maids, blood and floods.
Its very random, and i got soo scared when i woke up, so blur that i knocked into the shelves.
call me stupid, what a weird dream.
Omg, My stomach hurts like fuck.
>;/, dont ever drink grape, like wtf is that?
Lols, tuition is cancelled, like wow.
Im so bored now, I should be studying but Im not, So im going to beat myself whenever i think about geog.

Cry now sili.
Okay, I was overcharged for pads, wtf.
I called my dad who was at serangoon gardens, I told him to buy pads for me.
He went to the coldstorage specialty thats in that area and bought me pantiliners that cost 7.50 0___0
Omfg, and when he brought that back and passed it to me, I was like wtf, hello Im having heavy flow and you bought pantiliners?
And I didnt know that pantiliners are fucking expensive and they could actually cost up to 7.50, I could have bought like 30 nightflow kotex pads-.-
So he sent me to shop and save, and the pantiliners that he bought only cost like 2.10?
-.- super jacked lah.
My dad was like, aye its like that one lah, thats coldstorage specialty, of course soo expensive lah, aye next time you buy lah, I thought smaller the packet easier for you mah-.--.--.-
(Y) good one dad.
its your money anyway, but you wasted my time.
>:/
zomg, My dad is annoying for once.
You know how he screams when hes irritated?
No, you wont want to know.
Todays play was awesome.
Im awesome, our cast is awesome, everybody is awesom to the max.
Lol, im pencil crazy, I love my $10 mechanical pencil.
Lols. Im crazy, even andrea loves it.
comeon, she kept using it today.
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
wtf. Im so hot i wanna die now.
Someone save me.
I like like like like
uh-uhm.

Yeah, Im so loser eh.
gen, youre always right.
T.T
it striked me, updownleftright xia
During exams periods.
Im very addicted to:
Flintstones chewable Vitamins ^^
post-it s
pens and pencils
maybe guide books.

...

yeah, Im going off to study..(Y)
I doubt I'll even study.
But I dont really care.
there is Just fucking little time and soo much to study.

>:/
i had a secret crush on your lips, until I realised its just a slimy thing.
LOLOLOLOL. i didnt say that.
yaddayadda, I think Lit is damn fucking cool.
Our class is going to have this play and all our attire is damn kewl like seriously.
Lols, cant wait for thursday. Cts next weeK, THIS TERM IS JUST FAST.
Omg, its like end of term three soon.
Can you imagine? Olvls in a year.
wha, somebody just kill me.
And I fucking hate maths, not really, but now I dont like circles.
I fucking hate circles.
the school did a right thing to cancel our camp, thank god.
and My skirt is okay loh, that bitch was like complaing about it early in the morning.
I knew it I never should have said good morning to her.
waste my time, like fuck.
fuck fuck fuck. cant they just cancel guzheng on friday?
Common test is next week, and they want us to practise soo much for what?
its only a fucking grading exam, nobody really bothers.
yeah whatever.
Im going to bathe, and fuck the weather. seriously, murder fucker.
Was is all an act today?
Or maybe we are really like what we are?
I really hope I never see that post, I really hope to re-tag myself.
Is it just me? Or was it us?
I think its me.
I was thinking on how to ask about sat, but nevermind, My bad.
aye farker, Today is bad.
why is it bad??
Too many test for me/Not enough food/Disgusting bitch face

yadda yadda.
My mum finally helped me with the farking long pinafore.
Im trying very hard to study, I wanted to do geog,
Out of horror, I found out my book is in sch.
0___0

wtf
lols, msn ruined my morning.
Btw, why should I help you?
I dont even know you. *yawns*

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