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todays awesome.
really.
shell and I took many many photos!
go fb and view them:D:D:D:D
<3
hey,
im bored, soo im going to blog
yes yes.
you know yeah?
okay nvm, i dont think you know

i really want to swear and type out every single bit of my unhappiness but i cant.
because i dont want all my feelings to be reflected on other blogs.
its going to be tough keeping every single thing to myself, yes because im a freaking loser.
and you can be a winner for all i care.

i bet if youre reading, you will be thinking,
sili is pmsing again.
but im not.

everything is soo negative.
actually i should be used to it.
all the problems that came by are crashing us soo badly.

If you are reading this, and you think that youre whom im talking about.


hahahaha


im sorry, youre not.
i dont want you to be the one.
nonono.
let me say something i feel damn disgusted about today.

dear ___,
i hate your face and whatever you have done to lala
fuck you to the max.

:):):)

woo hoo.
went over to shelleys house to study today.
what do you think we have done for the whole entire afternoon?






DONT TELL YOU KPOS.


hahahaha,
My blog is like for the no-lifers
heeeee.
okay im not supposed to blog.
I h8 my bangs.
sian.
hurry grow baby, screw you back to the cute and awesome looking one instead alright?
i love you, please grow asap.
yeaadadada im mad.

w/.e


good night im never going to blog ever again.
STICKYSTICKYSTICKYSTICKY.
I LURBE STICKY TTM.
hee. new simcard.
using my old number.
i love it~

yedda yedda.
HAAHHAAHAHAHA. shelley is damn hilarious now.
shes acting like a crazy rabbit!
i like i like.
i love Bosco Wong.
heeeeeeeeeee

yoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyo
vanvanvanvanvanvan
& maybeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee......
you know. if you dont know its okay, i dont blame you because im not sure too:o

haha, first day of school = bad.
not used to canteen food.
hais. EYOs in 10 days.
im going to phail.
watch me

blog is going to be not very lively starting from tmr.
the no-lifer will be mugging(yeah right) *sticks out tongue*
hahaha. i will be back.
yes i will be.
















[everytime hug tmr, bestfriends tmr comes back to us.
its not that we're uncool.
we're too cool to be flens. Thats why we've got problems.
WE'RE TOO PREDICTABLE.
yeaps, its going to be okay *tatadudutadum*]
Omf,
so hard to say it..
but i know im falling for you.


today num had mega great sale.
my parents are soo cute cos they each wanted one.
my dad was complaining when deb deb did not find a suitable pair.
HAHAHA.
aiyo, i paid alot for mine.
>:/ okay whatever.

managed to complete most of the homework.
left with e-maths.
the sian-est subject of all time.
cheee.
i love navi.
yoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyo. heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

tuition at 8am tmr.
3 hrs somemore.
kill me naw.
ty

guzheng tmr.
3pm somemore.
kill me naw.
ty

school hols ending.
3 days somemore.
kill me naw.
ty.

omf, damn lame.
IM GOING TO FLUNK MY TEST AND DIE.
OMG

okay.. chill
yeps.

IM PREPARED TO PHAIL.
i called lalita in the afternoon.
LOL. i think my voice scared her.
too loud.
AHA. sorry. im quite a loud person :/

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
yadda YADDA.

i love navi.

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

nights
sometimes im just too lazy.
or i cant be bothered to.
i just wanna go home.
cover myself with fresh clean blankets and sleep.

Im so tired..
idk how to start with it.
call me a coward.
im actually running away.

wow.
Its change bedsheets day!
mine is yellow with weird pattern!
awwwwwwwww, i love bedsheets:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
its damn nice smell naw, i like i like!
i cleaned my room earlier on, ahh, clean room is a good start for studying.
bullshiting again.
but yeap, going to study with a very 'outstanding' person and loves tmr:):)
a few more hours to fiona's birthday:) happy birthday love.
cant wait for tmr, gotta have fun with pig. (maybe)
hours and hours of fun doing mini mock exams for math!
oooo, hahaha.

favourite song of the day: you're beautiful by James Blunt.

Lols, i love the first part.
julia loves me, cause i love her.
julia hates me because i kick kick.
kick kick!
julia: i was in dream land already when you called and go KICK KICK, KICK KICK.
hahahahahahahahahaha.
aww, so awesome julia.
(L) kick kick.

cant understand geog so.. kick kick
lazy to do maths so.... kick kick
hate sciences so..... kick kick
dislike TKAM so..... kick kick.

hhahahahahahahaha.

nights people.
15 days to eoys.
so..............................













KICK KICK.
*stabs
okay yeah, im watching bala and yo.
haha.
idk why, but i would like to be a taiwanese.
okay you can call me cheena.
i dont mind learning all my subjects in chinese.
i dont mind being a nerd and a reject there.
^^.
omg, im damn lame

that not the point.
my attention span is soo short.
i wanna kill myself naw.
ive soo damn much to study.
haventstartedhaventstartedhaventstarted

yes 16 days to eoys. kill me now.
okay, im going to watch more videos on youtube.
call me and book appointments is you wanna kill me.
*stabs
ni men hao.
i dont have the right to h8 others, i dont have the right to pick on others.
sometimes.... its just human nature!
Everyone just have the tendency to do it.
i know that im not very polite, not very good, not very nice.
but still, nobody's perfect! please give me some time to actually change.

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tomorrow is the last day of school, and i dont really want to have the holidays, as i know eoys is just around the corner.
i really need to start studying.
as in really study study, like i should stop focusing on a-maths and start on others.
geog will be one killer for me, less than 3 weeks.
im really gald that im recieving alot of help from the teachers, i really cant do all that on my own.

ystd. :)
the classes were fairly simple, didnt have to run around, i love days like that.
im still loving esther for lending me her jacket:):)
met up with jaslyn after school, it has been awhile since we ate lunch tgt.
had pasta, really enjoy spending time with her.
i regretted giving up on our friendship at the start of the year.
its okay right? we still have the whole life to fill up that missing gap:D
this time round, i didnt choose to be stubborn, i saw the need of getting a friend back.
come on, it was never something good to lose a friend, people come and go.
its just how you are going to make them stay.
I think one friendship that made me really proud would be between julia and i.
over the years, i saw how much we both have changed.
even though we rarely spend time with each other, but once we have the time to talk..
*I CANT HELP IT BUT REALLY LOVE HER LISTENING EARS:):):):):):):)*
shes one friend that NOBODY will want to miss out on.
I think it will be easy for me to apologise to another if i've done something wrong, and i ought to do it, its my fault to start with.
like i choose to say sorry to jaslyn for ruining up our friendship, i choose to say sorry to shawn because i was really mean to him, i choose to say sorry to gen cause im a bitch most of the time.
its different when it comes to shelley and i.
sorry NEVER helps.
is it just me? yes it is? no i dont think so..
things between shelley and i were never good.
we had struggles accepting our way of communication.
even though memories we shared were permenant and irreplaceble, but i dont think we will ever EVER want to become like the best buddy mousey in the past.
No point dwelling over old memories when currently the both of us have already choose a different starting point.
in this very special case, im not going to do anything about it.
im not going to try means and salvage our friendship.
you may ask me why, yes you guys are right, we are soo happy when we get along.
but think of the shortcomings in us. friendship needs understanding, both of us are really lacking in that area.
look at what we are doing naw, we choose not to see not to hear not to bother.
Im really okay with it.
im very sorry for choosing to do nothing.
its not about the misunderstanding between the both of us, its more of the perspective we have for each other.
do you know how bad it is?
yes, nature will take its own course, but i really hope the final point wont be you and I
nevermind, its not really the main point, you look soo happy anyway.
like i always say, you look better off without seelee.
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today :>
lessons were soo not interesting, and it was a hard time for me.
hee, im just soo good at picking dishes for andrea and debbie:D:D:D:D:D
had lunch with some of the regulars.
like you know, people that have the same bottles:D:D:D:D
ahh, soo cute *screams*
chicken rice was good, but i cant believe it, my dad bought chicken rice for dinner too.
im going to protest, and i will be mean and not eat whats given to me.
maybe not... lol. look how fickle minded seelee is.
went for maths remedial with them cause we are really bad at the topic on circles and its properties.
managed to understand more about the different concepts..
half the class didnt bother to turn up, and even though ms yar sucks at teaching..
i could see her effort, and i regretted complaining about NIE trainees in our climate survey.
lols, forgive me uh.
:/

such a long post for the day.
this is really to sum up every single bit for this term.
not really looking forward to the next term.
hope to see myself striving hard for grades, striving hard for life.
cant wait for sat, and i think nigel, keng and esther are soo cute!
*bang!- with hand pointing like a 'gun'*
LOL, like you all can really kill me with that, i played that very trick with my dog okay!?!?!?!?!
>:/

hahaha. okay peepul, sweet dreams! ahh, beyonce.
okay whatever, i mean good nights!
<3

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aww, today was really awesome +productive(??)
to some extend.. lol.
went studying today with a few people:D:D:D:D
Lols. i lurbe andrea, damn cutezxzxzxzxzxz.
lols,we sucessfully studied a-maths, even though theres still alot others to cover.
when we were going back to kovan, i held her hand and we ran across the platform trying to get into the mrt, and she started laughing like mad when we squeezed into the crowd. crazy girl!
imtired:/
having lunch together with jaslyn love tmr!
shes in marina today too:D
Lols.
aye, all in all, today was a 'okay' study session.
and love u andrea, and love you esther for lending me your jacket!
damn comfyyyyyyy! <3

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