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well. im off.
forever.
wanna find me?!
sure.
catch me if you wanna.
I.WILL.BE.WAITING.FOR.YOU.AT.THE.OTHER.SIDE.OK?!
love youuuuuu:):):):):):):):)

XOXO; SHINGZ YOU.


i feel soo blessed lately.
*jumping around counting blessings*
well, must trash things out, place everything under the sun.
resolve all conflicts.
smile and hug each other. thats when you know everything has changed to the bright side.
well, im so glad.
look at that girl up there!!
arent we happy now?!
:)
i really really hope, we will stop fighting from now onwards.
and shelley, i want to be a better person because of you.
i want to learn to not live in a world with only me and myself.
and you are a better person now.
i know it:)
thanks for today!!
its only THREE MORE DAYS.
I WILL BE WITH YOU ON THURSDAY!
:)



hurry omg.
i need ten more post to make 105 posts.
by then im going to change my blog link!!!
today was the last day of intensive revision, a whole day of Chinese.
games, lessons yeah.
it was okay!
i kinda like them, cos i like Chinese.
HAHA.
okay what crap.
today, my eyes were raining cats and dogs.
i swear I'm so bloody upset in the morning.
damn it.
i was laughing then crying then laughing agn.
just keeps coming.
omg, i feel extremely lousy.
ultimate loser.
i hope by the end of this week i will get to change my blog.
its extremely moody nowadays, it makes me sad all the time.
i love debbies kiap kiap thingy, damn fun.
made invitation cards!! soo pretty:)
i like.
i love cristy cause i get to wear her green monster watch today.
its sooo pretty!! i like it.
HAHA.
woo hoo, tuition is off for today.
tmrrrw!! esther and keng went OBS:(
and keng is gonna miss me.
aww.
I'm gonna miss you too!!
be back safe you two freaks.
:)

i srsly need to do something to my messy room.
its beyond control.
HAHA.
oh well.
:)

SRSLY, IM PUSHING MYSELF DOWN THE TOILET BOWL, NOT ENOUGH, I STILL REACH OUT AND PRESS THE FLUSH BUTTON.
THIS IS HOW DUMB I CAN GET.
BEFORE I GET MYSELF INTO DEEPER SHYT.
...
I WONT BE A REBOUND GIRL.
SHINGZ YOU
DAMN IT.
CANT YOU SEE MY EYES ARE ALREADY SOOO SMALL, YOU STILL WANNA MAKE IT GLITTERY SO THAT IT LOOKS NICER?!

i feel so good ranting.
i really want the world to revolve around me
can i? or i will be tagged as, well, self-centered bitch.
idk how many times have i blogged today.
i feel lousy.
i think im a slut, i just placed myself in the most akward situation.
i just came between two person whom are like the blessed beyond blessed.
i think i should just kill myself.
im like a friend with benefit.
im a self-centered idiot and bitch that just cant live life normally.
fuck the whole world seriously.
im not smart, neither im pretty, and im far from the word nice.
im nth just like the normal typical shyt on the street, just that ive the suckiest attitude.
who am i to even be in that fucking position?
damn it.
i used to have a best friend.
a extremely funny person that can come up with the weirdest idea that make me laugh like hell.
she think shes not pretty, cant study well..
however, to me, i think shes awesome.
she make videos that are so great, it captures everyones attention.
she have the nicest faceshape and the nicest legs that ppl kill for.
she thinks she cant score well, but shes extremely good in science.
im always the one, that overlook all these details, and yeah.
i fucking screwed a friendship up.
i missed her hugs, and she msging me seelee seelee seelee~~~
maybe you guys dont know?
but shes the one who came up with seelee.
shes the one who called me through a fax machine cos we made up whalao club and randomly gave us a bbm name.
that name, that very random name was the one that made the everyone proud of us..
we can walk anywhere and tell ppl, HEY LOOK AT US, WE'RE THE BBMS.
idk, recently i almost forgot about these details.
im so busy trying to hide.
im so busy trying to avoid.
i just seemed to not take notice of such slight moments.
where, i just loved you?


ABBYCUTE.
r u studying or not?!
YOUR O lvls is like two more days.
:(
and im damn extremely sad now.
:'(:'(
anyway, please dont worry bout me,
must do well okay?!
love you a million.
bye bye zai jian wo ai ni..
窩囊廢 love BUDDY BUDDY!!
YAY FTW
hurr hurr.
whyysoosuayy?
i wanna fucking kill myself.
i cant sleep damn it.
why did everything turned out like this?
i.just.found.out.that.phys.tuition.is.not.on.sat.anymore.
I'M SO HAPPY I WANNA KILL MYSELF.
yay, and prollyyy going out tmr.(if my mum allows, if not bong)
HAHA, lessons were slackkkk.

ss: we didn't even do anything related to ss, i ate sweets and read IT GIRL.
haha. oh, listen music and playyy tap tap. sadly, Mr teo was STARING at us, when I'm happily tapping on the screen.

HAHAHAHA.

break1: abby, cristy and i went out to buy helium balloons for victoria and delfina cos it was their birthday.
aww, prettyyyyy!!
LOL.
i love mine, its whitee!!
hope you guys love Ur colour!:)
and, happy birthday to both vic and delfina!!
*doubt you guys even read my blog, HAHA*

geog: waste of time. read even moree.

break2: when to the coffee shop and eat wanton mee. (Y)

lit: blah blah much, read even even moree.

-end-

HAHA.
and another happy thinggg, tuition starts at 8.30pm today.
from naw till five, plenty of time to do homework!!
HAHA. i feel like some crazy dude..
:l

oh whatever, its a pleasant day, at least for now.
cross my fingers and really really pray that my mum let me go out tmr:)
go shopping with buddyyy.

HAHA. I'm mad.

FINALLY...



abby call me 窩囊廢!
:(
aww, went blah blah with dreaaa after skool.
not too bad, cos Ive got more books.
and she started on summer boys.
:)
HAHA, duck rice was gooddddd.

:)
lessons were extremely boring.
:(

ahaha, my pervfag plan for sat.
i likeeeeeeee.
just for this week:(

heeee.
okay, sadly.
I'm going to rest.
my shoulders felt like they are not mine at.all. :(

bai
hey.
im.feeling.really.terrible.
My mum made EVERYTHING an issue.
okay, not going to elaborate here.
its going to be longgg and really not so kinda pleasant if I'm really going to even start.
I'm going to keep up with that no-bad-words thingy.
and seriously, my hand phone have some kinda problem.
it just keeps shutting off like hell.
:(

Oh gosh, since when did i like to read?!
ever since the summer boys novel, it really made me a book worm.
so horrible that i couldn't stand another moment without the next book, i had to travel to the library and fetch the next one.
im.different.somehow.
even keng agrees with me.

Isabel keng says:
hahah i cant imagine you reading though
CHANEL says:
BINGO

i want the chio-est phone in the century naw.
you know.. E71?! or is it E63?
I'm sure that's the one that i really want badly:)
HAHA.

and i think the butterfly sign that key made in the ring ding dong video is the cutest sign ever yet.
and i just kept doing it to everyone.
like to debbie when we say goodbye.
HAHAHA.

today is good.
good in the sense that, no wave no wind.
just peace.
:)

okay, I'm going to eat dinner.
you know, one of the worst routine in my whole entire life.
find me a reason to have dinner at home.
ty.
i.shyt.like.oh.gosh.
see, after effects of that cup of tea during breakfast today.
DEB, I KNOW YOURE LIKE ME. YOU POOP WHEN TEA IS COMSUMED.
haha. :D
so, today wasnt THAT bad after all.
you know, its like quite stupid cos they resume lessons when its our holidayyyyy.
HAHA. but it good thing is that they started very late and gave us break.
HAHA. i like. esp sitting beside abby and cristy.
FUNNY THINGS.. ONE AFTER ANOTHER.
abby, i will NEVER forget the tap tap that we played in class.
HAHA, and how the earpiece got stuck to my pinafore.
HAHAHA.
awwwwww, shes highly ego.
-shakes head-

OMFG. I LOVE U DEBBIE.
YOU MADE MY DAY EXTREMELY PERVFAG WITH THE RING DING DONG SONG.
THANK YOU, URE SO BLOODY AWESOME I LOVE YOU AND UR IPOD WITH THEIR VIDEO.
AND YES JULIA, I LOVE KEYYYY.
HES SO BLOODY CUTEEEE.
HIS EYES AND HIS HAIR.
ARGH, WHAT A KILLER.

RING DING DONG RING DINNGI DINGI DING DING DING.
haha
I LIKE I LIKE.
-faints-

EXTREME SITUATION.
chanel likes korean songs.
its rare.
treasure it.
:D

HAHA.
gosh.
and THE SUMMER BOYS SERIES BY HAILEY ABBOTT HELPS TO KILL TIME IN CLASS.
ANOTHER OF MY FAVOURITE.
YAY! LIFE CAN BE SO GREAT!!

and buddy tan, CAN YOU REMEMBER WHAT YOUVE TOLD ME.
DONT FORGET..
ITS DAMN WEIRD AND HARD FOR ME TO ANSWER WHEN YOU ASK ME HOW YOU KNOW.
WHEN YOU ACTUALLY TOLD ME-.-
SADFACE.


hahahahahahahahahahahaha


omfggg, im so high now i can really eat rainbows.

AND I LOVE THE NEW WORD FOR ME: BONGGG haha
cristy BONG!
chanel BONG!
eberybodeh BONG!
theres guzheng tmr.
the only thing that make me sick on a sunday night.
:l
BUDDY, NI ZAI NA LI AH?!
im beyond d-breast

HAHA.
i feel so tired now.
my sat is so typical.

sorry zoeee, couldn't make it to ur church!
but next week i will be there:D promise!!
thanks for all the encouragement you gave
i felt really happy when we both really talk about stuffs!

all i did was went out with dad and mum.
and all we did was.
shop eat talk AND DRINK THEIR FAVOURITE KOPI.
:)

my dad was so hilarious today.
hee, just love him!!
sorry for shouting at you on Friday:(
i shouldn't be so last minute. my bad.
dui bu qi.

and for Friday.
sorry for being mean to you in class.
we're still classmates yeah?
and bout the passing of the report card thingy,
i just didn't know how to pick up my courage and be normal.
it wasn't a ihateyou kinda thing.
please, I'm not going to the hating side.
even though its very hard to smile when we see each other..
i wasn't trying to act like i care in my previous previous post.
it was just how i felt about the counselling session.
and most of it was what the counsellor shared with me.
so, i was trying to say something to make myself feel better.
cos beside that few friends, i really don't know who else and where else i can rant to about it.
so the best option was here.
and it wasn't to you in ur face kinda thing.
so sorry if that gave you a very disgusting impression of me trying to make you feel like i posted it on purpose to let other ppl know that i care alot.
it was just a summary about the whole session i had.


gosh.
:) i feel very...like i can breathe normally now
too many things that Ive been hiding inside.

wanna watch movie with keng:( before...
7th dec:( or is it 8th.
whabeverb

guess my goal for now is to focus more on studies?
didnt do well for sciences and humans this year and yeah geog except for that woo lala term one.
the rest were bullshyt.
can my buddy teach me ?!
HAHA.

one more year of suffering with the evil beaver books and yay.
Hahaha.
:)

okay siao.
ive been on this page since 1.30am.
this is crazy.
i keep coming back and going off to do other things-.-
aiyo.
sili ahhh.

okay, really got to sleep naw.
bai!

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