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ChanelAngSiLi's 的 Blog
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Tuesday, October 27, 2009,7:32 PM
figuring things outtt:)
when did Chinese became such a bitch?
seriously.
i like the school counselor , shes a very nice lady.
I feel a lot about myself.
some ''truth talk'' needs to be done now.
so.. here it is..
i need to change my ''mindset/beliefs''
friendship is ''voluntary'', and its ''reciprocal''.
when people don't seem to accept, then it shows that the other party should withdraw too.
i can go all the way in a friendship, but when the other party reacts differently, i will end up getting hurt. :l
i can feel depressed over it a thousand times, because of what you say how you act.. etc..
but you may not be feeling what I'm feeling too.
cause my ''emotional attach'' towards you is OMFG strong.
because of this so called ''emotional attachment'', I'm feeling all kinds of rubbish, like i feel the situation is ''tense'' and ''difficult'', you're being ''unfriendly''.. blah blah.
all sorts of negative thoughts.

all i have to do now is make a change.
its not to be stubborn and not willing to let go.
i have to change my views about us, you think differently, but I just have to be honest about it.
i don't have to react according to how you react (cause she says its childish)
yes, doesn't life seemed much more meaningful with all these 'realistic facts'' about relationships??

now, deep down, I'm making a clean break with you.
You're now a white piece of paper.
i will still rmb all the good times, but now its really time to get you of my emotional attachment social circle.
i hope you will be happy in whatever you do.
:)


schools average.
I know detention sucks.
seriously..
:(

and I'm so tired now.
i think the cheena project is bloody difficult:(

and to whoever you are.
fuck stop your nonsense.
idk whether you're doing it on purpose or what so ever.
but i really don't care.
cause you don't even know me well, so who the fuck r u to even judge me when you cant even tell the gender of a person with the name Chanel?
are you fucking mad?
or maybe you're a guy and your name is already fucking gay.