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Thursday, September 3, 2009,7:42 PM
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ni men hao.
i dont have the right to h8 others, i dont have the right to pick on others.
sometimes.... its just human nature!
Everyone just have the tendency to do it.
i know that im not very polite, not very good, not very nice.
but still, nobody's perfect! please give me some time to actually change.

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tomorrow is the last day of school, and i dont really want to have the holidays, as i know eoys is just around the corner.
i really need to start studying.
as in really study study, like i should stop focusing on a-maths and start on others.
geog will be one killer for me, less than 3 weeks.
im really gald that im recieving alot of help from the teachers, i really cant do all that on my own.

ystd. :)
the classes were fairly simple, didnt have to run around, i love days like that.
im still loving esther for lending me her jacket:):)
met up with jaslyn after school, it has been awhile since we ate lunch tgt.
had pasta, really enjoy spending time with her.
i regretted giving up on our friendship at the start of the year.
its okay right? we still have the whole life to fill up that missing gap:D
this time round, i didnt choose to be stubborn, i saw the need of getting a friend back.
come on, it was never something good to lose a friend, people come and go.
its just how you are going to make them stay.
I think one friendship that made me really proud would be between julia and i.
over the years, i saw how much we both have changed.
even though we rarely spend time with each other, but once we have the time to talk..
*I CANT HELP IT BUT REALLY LOVE HER LISTENING EARS:):):):):):):)*
shes one friend that NOBODY will want to miss out on.
I think it will be easy for me to apologise to another if i've done something wrong, and i ought to do it, its my fault to start with.
like i choose to say sorry to jaslyn for ruining up our friendship, i choose to say sorry to shawn because i was really mean to him, i choose to say sorry to gen cause im a bitch most of the time.
its different when it comes to shelley and i.
sorry NEVER helps.
is it just me? yes it is? no i dont think so..
things between shelley and i were never good.
we had struggles accepting our way of communication.
even though memories we shared were permenant and irreplaceble, but i dont think we will ever EVER want to become like the best buddy mousey in the past.
No point dwelling over old memories when currently the both of us have already choose a different starting point.
in this very special case, im not going to do anything about it.
im not going to try means and salvage our friendship.
you may ask me why, yes you guys are right, we are soo happy when we get along.
but think of the shortcomings in us. friendship needs understanding, both of us are really lacking in that area.
look at what we are doing naw, we choose not to see not to hear not to bother.
Im really okay with it.
im very sorry for choosing to do nothing.
its not about the misunderstanding between the both of us, its more of the perspective we have for each other.
do you know how bad it is?
yes, nature will take its own course, but i really hope the final point wont be you and I
nevermind, its not really the main point, you look soo happy anyway.
like i always say, you look better off without seelee.
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today :>
lessons were soo not interesting, and it was a hard time for me.
hee, im just soo good at picking dishes for andrea and debbie:D:D:D:D:D
had lunch with some of the regulars.
like you know, people that have the same bottles:D:D:D:D
ahh, soo cute *screams*
chicken rice was good, but i cant believe it, my dad bought chicken rice for dinner too.
im going to protest, and i will be mean and not eat whats given to me.
maybe not... lol. look how fickle minded seelee is.
went for maths remedial with them cause we are really bad at the topic on circles and its properties.
managed to understand more about the different concepts..
half the class didnt bother to turn up, and even though ms yar sucks at teaching..
i could see her effort, and i regretted complaining about NIE trainees in our climate survey.
lols, forgive me uh.
:/

such a long post for the day.
this is really to sum up every single bit for this term.
not really looking forward to the next term.
hope to see myself striving hard for grades, striving hard for life.
cant wait for sat, and i think nigel, keng and esther are soo cute!
*bang!- with hand pointing like a 'gun'*
LOL, like you all can really kill me with that, i played that very trick with my dog okay!?!?!?!?!
>:/

hahaha. okay peepul, sweet dreams! ahh, beyonce.
okay whatever, i mean good nights!
<3

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